Anyway, I'm Katrina, and I dislike numbers, if you get what I mean. I waste my time drawing, listening to insane music, blogging, and coding random things. I have this insane fear of being alone, although I sometimes prefer to be. I am a complex being - a walking contradiction. I have this insane love of the word insane and ridiculous. Ridiculous, right?

I don't think you'd ever understand me. Don't take it the wrong way. I've never had complaints about my personality before, so I don't see any problem with that. There comes a time when I want someone to be with me and only me, and there comes a time when I want the opposite. If you don't understand why, don't act like you do because it will be difficult for you when it backfires. Don't judge me, it's just the way I am.

When I like something, I usually go insane about it. You know that sudden gush of adrenaline you got when you were a kid when your mom bought you some of your favorite candy? I often get giddy about things I like. I remember when I first learned about photoshop, I was so amazed you don't even know. The glimmer you get in your eye when you find what you love/you're good at/your "passion"? I can attest to that being the best feeling you could ever have.

I like to write even though I know I'm not good at it. It's always been somehow comforting. Especially when you have those days when you feel like the whole universe is conspiring to bring you down. Those days are the best days to write. Write what, though? Write anything. Scribble. Blog. I write to feel better. I write for happiness. I write to be understood.

This is getting way too long, though. Well, I guess this is enough.